Recently, I was listening to a sermon and the speaker was talking about Peter, his falling away and his restoration by Yeshua (Jesus). Since then I have not been able to get it out of my mind. I have tried to personalize it to some degree. What must it have been like for Peter to do what he did? How did he feel? What must it have been like to come face-to-face with Yeshua (Jesus) after the resurrection?
Notice that Yeshua does not immediately restore Peter. In fact, it seems like it was several days or maybe a few weeks. During that time, there is no recorded statement by Yeshua of any accusation or condemnation. I wonder if we would have been so gracious? In fact, at the right time the Lord actively sought out Peter and restored him. It was a perfect example of the shepherd leaving the 99 to seek out the one sheep that was lost.
The question I have been asking lately is what affect it would have had on Peter for the rest of his life and ministry. Since it is part of scripture, Peter obviously told others and did it for several years. It must have been a constant reminder to him and a gentle one at that. Sometimes the Lord allows some things to remain as a way to help us remember the grace of God. Like Jacob and his limp. It’s something that we are meant to never forget.
After Shavuot (Pentecost) Peter was a changed man. Obviously, the outpouring of the Ruach (Spirit) of God changed Him. Yet could his falling away and restoration have changed Peter as well? I know it would change me. I would be less willing to condemn others.
To some degree, there have been times when we have not “been there” for the Lord. When the pressure gets intense, sometimes, we can back off and walk away. It has happened to me. Yet the Lord is seeking us out in order to restore us.