But Moses protested to God, “Who am I to appear before Pharaoh? Who am I to lead the people of Israel out of Egypt? God answered, ‘I will be with you. . .’“.
Exodus 3:11-12a (New Living Translation-NLT emphasis added)
I have read that scripture many times but I don’t think I truly understood it until recently. The other side of that realization is that I didn’t realize I didn’t truly understand it until recently. Does that make any sense? I enjoy reading God’s holy word every day and delight in experiencing His revelation about the meaning of His word. However, I think there are times when we need to experience real-life situations to explain the full meaning of God’s word.
For me, it meant experiencing enough frustration in my life regarding the future and God’s plans for that future. By that, I mean the Lord let me come to a place in my life where I had no choice but to seek Him and experience the true meaning of “I will be with you”. The alternative was to remain wandering in circles for the rest of my life. Recently, I have been asking the Lord some questions and hearing a similar answer, “I will be with you”.
Lord, I know you have changes in store for me, but I don’t know where you are leading me.
I will be with you.
I don’t feel adequate to the task.
I will be with you.
I don’t feel prepared for what the future holds for me.
I will be with you.
What will happen if I make mistakes?
I will be with you.
The Lord said the same thing to Gideon. Gideon couldn’t believe that the Lord would choose him to free Israel from it’s oppressors. He wondered why the Lord would use him. He was the least important man from an insignificant family. The Lord’s answer to Gideon was, “I will be with you”. In other word’s, Gideon’s ability to accomplish his calling is dependent upon the FACT that God will get it done – through Gideon.
It is a question many of us, including myself, ask the Lord when He calls us or leads us in a new direction. Why me Lord? How could you ask me? How will I ever be able to do it? The answer is always: “I will be with you”. Our ability to fulfill His calling in our life is because He is with us and He will get it done – through us.
Now I realize that when the Lord says, “I will be with you”, He means, “I am with you – isn’t that enough?”